Officially at my heaviest I’ve ever been in my life. 160 pounds at 5’ 3” is not cool. Realizing food addiction in my life. Figuring out major issues in my body with candida making my weight gain 100x’s worse as well as my immune system being non existent. Having your doctor say the only way you’ll conquer your food addictions and keep your body away from the (millions of) things it’s allergic to so it can detox is to quit your job…well…The struggle, ladies and gentleman, is real.
Battling depression with all of this has absolutely made it seem hopeless.
But thank God I have a loving Savior and Healer who is with me every step of this storm. Without Him (seeing that I’ve seemingly pushed 90% of my close friends outta the picture in this whole awful process) I wouldn’t know what to do.
I know it’s possible to get through this.
I know I will.
One day at a time.
These are the direct links to Ed’s Capital Session performances. Expect the videos to be uploaded in the Capital FM YouTube page in the coming days.
I’m A Mess - LINK
Thinking Out Loud - LINK
Photograph - LINK
Don’t - LINK
Sing - LINK
She Looks So Perfect - LINK